Koala Novels

Chapter 3

Take Back Your Name

Before I uploaded the recording, the Thornes reached me first.

The one who came was my half-brother. Cassian Thorne.

He sat across from me at a corner booth in a Beverly Hills hotel café, in a charcoal suit, no movement in his face.

When he saw me, there was no rush of feeling. No embrace.

His first sentence was, "Wren. Come home."

I looked at him. "You've been looking for me for three years. Why no statement."

He was quiet a beat.

"Our father didn't want one."

I smiled. "Because there's something behind Soraya."

His grip on his cup tightened.

"He and the Wynns have business together. The foundation books would have buried more than her. He chose to bury it."

So my biological father had chosen silence for three years.

Cassian's voice softened by a fraction.

"Mom looked for you the whole time. Before she died she left a will."

He passed me a sealed envelope.

Inside: a letter in our mother's handwriting, on her monogrammed stationery, and a notarized share transfer.

Forty percent of Thorne Pictures. Held in trust until she could find me. Triggered by her death.

The letter was four lines.

Wren.

Mama couldn't protect you.

Don't be afraid.

Take back your name. Take back what's yours.

My eyes burned. I didn't let them spill over.

Cassian's voice stayed low. "Father doesn't know I came. He has a renunciation of inheritance for you to sign. If you don't, he'll back the Wynns publicly."

He laid out a second document.

I folded our mother's letter back into its envelope.

"Let him back them, then."

That night the Thorne family released a one-paragraph statement.

The Thornes confirm that the actress publicly known as Lane Sterling is our daughter Wren Thorne, who has been missing from our family for three years. We will be making no further comment at this time.

The internet detonated for the second time in twenty-four hours.

so she wasn't a gold-digger, she's a Thorne heiress Jude Calloway has been hiding a media-dynasty heiress and using her as a body double, this is a horror movie Soraya leaving the country three years ago is starting to make a lot of sense

Jude went silent.

Soraya went live on Instagram.

No makeup. A clean cotton shirt. Mascara already running by the time the count hit two hundred thousand.

"I want to say, on the record, that I have differences with Ms. Sterling. But I have never hurt her."

"What happened between Jude and her — I am also a victim."

"I loved Auden Shaw. He hurt me. He's protecting Ms. Sterling now to hurt me one more time."

The live count climbed past ten million.

She wept until she could barely breathe.

The comments started to wobble.

Then Auden Shaw posted from his verified account.

A dashcam clip. Frame one was a date stamp three years old.

In the video the rain on Pacific Coast Highway is the loud kind, sheeting sideways.

Soraya is in the passenger seat. Her voice is high and tight.

"If Wren turns the foundation books over, I'm finished."

The driver — her assistant — looks across at her.

"So what do I do."

Soraya, very evenly:

"Make her shut up."

The car swings hard to the right.

The other car — mine — appears in frame, half-spinning. Glass.

Four minutes later, Jude's Porsche pulls in.

He gets out, runs to the passenger side, lifts Soraya into his arms first. Carries her to his car. Lays her in the backseat.

I'm visible across the road, on the asphalt. My fingers are still moving.

The clip ends.

No edit. No music. The whole internet held its breath for the count of three and then collapsed.

Soraya's live was still streaming.

She watched the clip back through the picture-in-picture. Her tears stopped.

The chat went insane.

murderer. Jude is an accomplice. she was crying about being a victim two seconds ago.

Soraya screamed and killed the stream.

Half an hour later, LAPD issued a press release reopening the three-year-old crash investigation.

By morning Soraya was in custody. Jude was being interviewed.

I was on set, shooting the final scene of Falling Rose.

In it, Rosalind Vance — the homewrecker, the role I had been brought in to play — climbs onto the roof of a downtown building with a folded suicide note in her hand.

The director leaned in. "Lane. If you need a break — "

I shook my head. "Roll."

The camera came in.

I stood at the parapet. I unfolded the note. I read the line.

"I was not born to be your verdict."

I stopped.

The director didn't call cut.

I looked into the lens, and my eyes spilled over.

Not for the character.

For the woman who had been buried under another woman's name for three years.

When the take ended, the soundstage was silent for a long count.

Auden was behind the monitor.

I walked to him with the prop suicide note in my hand.

"Mr. Shaw. The script needs a new ending."

He took the paper.

"How would you change it."

I said, "She doesn't die."

He looked at me. His eyes, for the first time, warmed.

"Done."

The day Soraya was charged, Jude came to see me at the courthouse.

He had lost a lot of weight. He hadn't shaved. The two-time Best Actor's polish was gone in pieces from his face.

He was standing at the bottom of the steps when I came out.

"Lanie — "

"Wren."

His throat worked. "Wren. I'm sorry."

Three small words, three years late. Light as scrap paper.

I didn't answer.

He held out a small box.

Inside: a silver earring I had been wearing the night of the crash. And a half-burned SAG-AFTRA card, the blood on it dried black.

The name on the card was WREN THORNE.

"I kept them," he said. "I was — I was scared Soraya would go down. I was scared you'd wake up and remember her."

I looked up.

"So you chose to destroy me."

His eyes filled. "I tried, later, to make it right."

"Locking me into a life without my own name is what you're calling making it right."

He bowed his head.

I stepped past him.

He spoke to my back.

"Did you ever love me."

I stopped on the step.

For three years I had believed I did.

He brought home a paper bag from Magnolia at midnight, and I was happy.

He got hurt on set and asked me to stay, and I cared.

He held me drunk in the hallway and asked me not to go, and I couldn't.

But none of that had been real.

I didn't turn around.

"Jude. I loved the man who saved me."

"That man never existed."

There was the small sound of him breaking down behind me.

I walked out to the curb.

Auden's car was at the corner. The window came down.

"Where to, Ms. Thorne."

I got in.

"Back to set."

The picture wasn't wrapped yet.

Neither was the rewrite of my life.

The new ending of Falling Rose shot the next week.

Rosalind Vance climbs down off the parapet, hands her files to the LAPD, and walks into a federal courtroom in a red silk dress.

On wrap day the director cried at the monitor and said it was the most exciting picture he had ever shot.

I started receiving court papers.

Not mine.

The foundation case had pulled in the Wynns and Holden Thorne. My father was on suspension pending a full audit. Cassian took the interim CEO seat at Thorne Pictures and made our mother's will public — my forty percent and the chair that came with it.

At my first board meeting, an old shareholder cleared his throat.

"Ms. Thorne has only just come back to the family. With everything she's caused in the press, it's not clear she belongs on this board."

I slid the audit report across the table.

"The person who didn't belong was already removed by the SEC."

The room stayed very quiet.

Cassian, at the head of the table, looked down and let himself smile.

After that meeting no one called me Lane.

Every contract I signed, every step-and-repeat plate they made for me, every chyron under my interviews: WREN THORNE.

Two weeks before the movie's premiere, Jude announced retirement.

His apology letter was three thousand words. From first meeting to three years of companionship to remorse and contrition. He posted it on every platform he had.

The comments didn't move.

save the sad-leading-man act, you're an accomplice retirement isn't penance, it's unemployment Wren, don't forgive him.

I didn't reply.

Soraya's first court date fell on a day of hard rain.

She wore her county jumpsuit and saw me through the press scrum. The look she gave me was thin and venomous.

As they walked her past me, she leaned over and said it under her breath.

"Wren. You win the case and it changes nothing. Auden won't love you. He's never going to forget me. The one he hates most is the one he can't stop thinking about."

I didn't answer.

Auden was at my elbow. His voice was perfectly level.

"Soraya. I haven't forgotten you because the evidence file wasn't done."

Her face went paper white.

The courtroom doors opened.

She was walked in.

I watched the back of her hair, and there was no rush in my chest. Only the cold quiet of dust settling.

The premiere sold out.

On screen, Rosalind Vance stood at the center of a courtroom and delivered the rewritten last line.

"I am no one's shadow."

When the lights came up, the applause ran long.

I sat in the front row and heard someone three seats behind me say my name.

Not Lane.

Wren.

Falling Rose opened to the kind of numbers an indie isn't supposed to do.

I got my first nomination. Best Supporting Actress at the Spirit Awards.

The night of the ceremony I saw Jude in the wings backstage. Not as a presenter. He was chaperoning a newcomer on the red carpet for a smaller agency. The leading man the room used to bend around was standing on the edge of the crowd, and no one was willing to be photographed too close to him.

He saw me. He gave me a small nod across the distance.

I nodded back.

The way you might nod at a person you used to know.

I won that night.

The room came up in a wave of applause.

I held the trophy and didn't cry.

"Thank you to my director. Thank you to my crew. Thank you to every person who pushed the truth into the light."

The camera cut to the audience. Auden was in the third row, black suit, black tie, his eyes on me and only on me.

After the after-parties he drove me home.

At the gate of the Thorne house in Holmby Hills he didn't open the car door right away.

"Wren."

I looked at him.

He took something out of his inside pocket.

A cream silk pocket square. The corner monogrammed AS in dark thread. The same one he'd given me on the Sunset Tower terrace.

I'd thought he meant for me to keep it.

He had been keeping it.

"That terrace at the afterparty," he said. "It wasn't the first time we met."

I waited.

"A month before the crash, your mother brought you up to the Bel Air estate to talk about a foundation project. You got lost in the conservatory. You cut three of my orchids with the gardener's shears."

I had no memory of any of it.

He laughed quietly.

"You said the flowers were too neat. You said they didn't look alive."

The car was very still.

I understood, then, that he hadn't come to Falling Rose with a plan to use me against Soraya.

He hadn't been improvising a rescue.

He had been looking for Wren Thorne since before there was a body double to find.

I reached for the door handle.

He said my name once more.

I turned.

His voice was steady.

"It's all right if you can't remember the rest."

"I'll start over knowing you."

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